The Sacred Spring of Fire: Wellspring of your heart
Opening up your fire wellspring of life to others and leaning into your phileo love ability to have even the most innocent crush on someone in order to minister love to them, one hundred percent of the time leads to sin. It doesn’t require faith to give the wellspring of your affections away, and even as innocent as you can be in your own efforts, is still the whore of Babylon and will end up bearing bad fruit.
The fruit of love from Jesus the tree of life within you is sufficient with to love others and be perfect agape towards them, otherwise, you’ll always be trying to regulate how much or little of your human love, even an “innocent crush” to “try to keep it holy”. I noticed that the deep peace and increase in angelic visions and experiences flooded in when I finally got my phileo “innocent crushes” cut off. Everything you try to do or try to love others with, as innocent and pioneering as you try to be, will always lead you astray. The feasting of the fruit of Jesus Christ within you into your spirit automatically, effortlessly produces the love response that is both his kindness and severity without the need to rely on our animal ability to love. I count every feeling of love and emotion of my heart toward others as complete trash and manure, throwing it into the death and fire of Jesus Christ, and let his fire, resurrection power bring to life only what is truly from him.
Often times, especially in the drunken glory streams, the temptation comes from a fear of man or fear of losing someone as a friend or support if you suddenly cut them off from your wellspring of fire. That’s a delusion, anyone who is truly following the Father won’t need to rely on your phileo love, even “innocent crush”, to do the works of the Father. His love is much stronger and holy than anything we can muster up as we “try to do the right thing”.
The Lord gave me a vivid sign and vision one time that I’m finally starting to understand – he showed me fruit and then he showed me a spring of fire. He said that my fruit would be for all to feast on, with it he would make the wine of HIS love. That was the feast to be shared with the whole body. Then he showed me my personal heart affections as my wellspring of life, and he said that my wellspring of life, fire, the affections of my heart would be reserved for one man alone, my husband. This vision helped me to understand, and trust that if you put everyone in the fire no respector of persons whether they have money or buy you gifts, or if they are a close friend, or they support you emotionally, whether they are attractive or not, it all goes into the fire and then you’ll see the magic of God’s wisdom in arranging your personal relationships into perfection and true holiness by the 7 Spirits of Jesus Christ within you
I’ve noticed that when you do this with someone of the opposite sex, they always think you’re being harsh or mean towards their feelings. But I’ve also noticed that when you do this, some will just walk away because they weren’t in it for God’s will or God’s pleasure, just their own animal nature. The ones who stay end up being some of the best friends you could ever have.
There’s an invitation to sacrifice your crushes, your feelings:
“Guard your heart above all else, for it is the source of life.” – Proverbs 4:23 (NIV)
“Trust in the Lord completely, and do not rely on your own opinions. With all your heart rely on him to guide you, and he will lead you in every decision you make.
Become intimate with him in whatever you do, and he will lead you wherever you go.
Don’t think for a moment that you know it all, for wisdom comes when you adore him with undivided devotion and avoid everything that’s wrong.
Then you will find the healing refreshment your body and spirit long for.
Glorify God with all your wealth, honoring him with your very best, with every increase that comes to you.
Then every dimension of your life will overflow with blessings from an uncontainable source of inner joy!”
-Proverbs 3:5-10 (TPT)
“By his divine revelation he broke open the hidden fountains of the deep, bringing secret springs to the surface as the mist of the night dripped down from heaven.”
-Proverbs 3:20 (TPT)
“I have taken you by the hand in wisdom’s ways, pointing you to the path of integrity.
Your progress will have no limits when you come along with me, and you will never stumble as you walk along the way.
So receive my correction no matter how hard it is to swallow, for wisdom will snap you back into place— her words will be invigorating life to you.”
-Proverbs 4:11-13 (TPT)
“But the lovers of God walk on the highway of light, and their way shines brighter and brighter until they bring forth the perfect day.”
-Proverbs 4:18 (TPT)
Seduction at high levels makes use of stolen oil, so you feel the anointing and “a lot of glory” or you might tell your friends, “they get me really drunk”. I learned all this from high-level witches and satanic priests of Melchizedek I used to talk to who were able to travel out of body, use remote viewing and would try to teach me their priesthood by appearing to me in the invisible realms. Some I could even hear their voice while awake and at home.
“Remember this: The lips of a seductress seem sweet like honey, and her smooth words are like music in your ears. But I promise you this: In the end all you’ll be left with is a bitter conscience. For the sting of your sin will pierce your soul like a sword. 5 She will ruin your life, drag you down to death, and lead you straight to hell. 6 She has prevented many from considering the paths of life. Yes, she will take you with her where you don’t want to go, sliding down a slippery road and not even realizing where the two of you will end up! 7 Listen to me, young men, and don’t forget this one thing I’m telling you— run away from her as fast as you can!”
-Proverbs 5:3-7 (TPT)
“My son, share your love with your wife alone. Drink from her well of pleasure and from no other.”
-Proverbs 5:15 (TPT)
Wellspring of life, well of pleasure reserved for your physical marriage partner. I promise you, you don’t need to give that away to save anyone, you’ll just end up with a heap of problems and cutting yourself off from the next level. Learn from my mistakes, we serve a gracious God, He is very merciful.
“For God sees everything you do and his eyes are wide open as he observes every single habit you have. Beware that your sins don’t overtake you and the scars of your own conscience become the ropes that tie you up. Those who choose wickedness die for lack of self-control, for their foolish ways lead them astray, carrying them away as hostages— kidnapped captives robbed of destiny.”
-Proverbs 5:21-23 (TPT)
“By making excuses you’ll learn what it means to go without. Poverty will pounce on you like a bandit and move in as your roommate for life.”
-Proverbs 6:11 (TPT)
“And don’t be intimidated by those who are older than you; simply be the example they need to see by being faithful and true in all that you do. Speak the truth and live a life of purity and authentic love as you remain strong in your faith.”
-1 Timothy 4:12 (TPT)
It’s a rare breed who would choose the scourging of Enoch over the fleeting pleasures of the flesh- be that person. It’s like the door in the Final Quest that at first glance looks like death and darkness, but in it you will discover the true pleasures of pleasing God
