Meeting the Creature Who Lives Inside Me
Dream 3.14.21
As I’m writing this I remember that I had been instructed to focus on the number 314 recently…
I dreamed I was in a van full of young believers and my mom was driving the van. She had decided to get back into youth ministry and help with the young people who were excited about what God was doing in the earth. As we were driving in the van, I was in the back with my little brother and the van was full of students. Every one of them was having fun telling me what they had all recently gone through (trials) and what they had overcome and learned, as well as sharing all the cool fun new gear they got from what they had just experienced. I smiled and made sure to ask each one individually to tell us what they had been through recently. I couldn’t stop smiling because I had to wait until the end to tell them the good news and I was so excited I could hardly wait. Each of the youth told in detail of how difficult it had seemed in the moment, and how they remembered a word that the Lord had said and at that moment, that exact word had saved them or given them the courage or the strength to overcome the enemy that they had just faced or the temptations they had endured. I was overjoyed at this young company because they were ALL passing all their tests now. The things of the past no longer were holding them in bondage anymore. Then the Spirit said, “make the announcement!”
So I said, “congratulations you guys!! You just passed your final exam!! This was your season exam test and you all passed!! Congratulations!!” Everyone erupted in joy and laughter and praise and excitement. Everyone started congratulating each other. I told them there was a reason each of them had been selected to be in the van on this very special trip- they were the ones who under the most intense testing and trials against fear and pride and lust, had actually passed their tests. Others would have their chance to take the test again next season and have the opportunity to pass next time if they hide in their heart what Jesus has been speaking to them by the Holy Spirit (He promises to show the way out every time if we listen)- But these special individuals had run their race despite being so young and had learned to listen to the Holy Spirit. These were not perfect ones, but they had just passed with flying colors this season’s intense testing and did not succumb to the temptation.
The thing that melted my heart about these ones was that there was absolutely no boasting of themselves in their achievements, just pure joy and truth,and excitement, including all the exciting details and armor upgrades and all the ways the Spirit had helped them to overcome and how they learned to use their sword. The most amazing and notable feature of these young ones was that they had zero jealousy or strife with each other over their adventures, stories, revelation knowledge, and armor upgrades etc. It was pure joy and excitement for each other and spent time truly encouraging each other. When one would share their testimony, breakthrough, adventure etc, not even one of the youth in the car would show disinterest or negative or critical words of any kind- they had traded in the cold indifference and mocking of pride towards others’ breakthroughs and epic stories for the warmth and joy like excited, pure children to be happy and overjoyed for each other at what would seem like the smallest achievement in overcoming in the natural realm. I could feel how the heart of the Father rejoiced and just melted over his children being overjoyed and rejoicing in each other’s breakthroughs, upgrades, and promotions without even the slightest indifference, coldness, or jealousy. There was NO LIMIT to how happy you could be for someone else, no matter how small or big the achievement was, and it was the joy of heaven.
We took a rest on the side of the road in a tunnel on a busy urban street with a lot of cars passing by. The creature that stood inside the center of my being, stepped out of me to stretch his legs and wings with me and the youth. I stood by him and I was a bit surprised to see that his entire head was one big eye and a mouth. On one side of the head was the big eye, single and full of light, it could see in all directions and dimensions. The other side of his head was a large mouth like the beak of a bird. He stood tall, just a bit taller than my body, and I could not tell if he had one or two legs because of the way he moved and stood- it seemed that he could be ready to move in any direction, and he may as well have had one leg as he could have two legs, or more legs than that in any infinite direction if he so pleased. His feet were like the feet of a bird.
At first I felt a slight embarrassment that all the regular people passing by on foot and in their cars would see that I had this crazy creature with me out in the open who lived inside me. What would they do if they saw this thing?? Then I felt like I wanted to protect this creature at all costs, it was dear to me. I loved it very much, I wanted it to always be in me and with me and thought it was actually quite fun to watch him step out of me and see what fun he would have.
As he was stretching and bouncing to some fun music others did not seem to hear, his head started to look back and forth left and right quickly, watching the cars drive by. Then I looked at him and asked, “you’re the Holy Spirit aren’t you?” He just smiled (don’t ask me how a creature with only an eye and a mouth for a head can smile, he can, and it is beyond the dimensions that I can describe to tell you about his face) and he began to sway. He delighted in watching the people go by in their cars in their lives and he began to do a type of dance as his head moved back and forth.
I remind you that he did not have a brain, only an eye and a mouth. As he began to bob and sway as his head went back and forth, the song he sang was, “I don’t care if people see that I don’t have a brain, I am the rain, I heal all the pain. I just want to run around with a crown, run around with a crown, run around with a crown.”
As I began to come back to my body before I woke up, one of the youths from the van came and told me with a smile, “You should read the book of Ezekiel”. As I came back to my body, I could still hear my inner man singing, “…I want to run around with a crown, run around with a crown.”
When I woke up, I got up and started to move around and I could see multiple, invisible (could see with my eyes) arms and legs moving in and around my arms, and wherever my arms and legs went, I saw the invisible arms and legs stream behind me. I’ve seen it many times before, but never this strong and visible. All the dimensions around me of the objects in the house appear to be splitting apart as if time and space are unraveling.
